I love my husband, but i had an extra marital affair. Don’t judge me he is the best thing that ever happened to me. He is my friend, my companion and my guide. More than anything he is an amazing and awesome human being.
EXTRA MARITAL AFFAIR
There is no flaw in our relationship except that he is extremely lousy in bed and we hardly make love. He doesn’t show any interest in me sexually and avoids talking about it. As a normal adult I had needs and I felt frustrated and rejected.
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All I wanted was to feel desired. I tried talking to him a number of times but he always gave lame excuses and changed the topic or he would get angry and we would get into a fight. I even asked him gently that may be we should take professional advice or visit a doctor but he did not agree rather he got furious for bringing up this subject.
He refused to agree that there is a problem. He did mention once that he has performance issues with me which I believe as he is a chain smoker. I was ready to wait for him to improve or accept whatever he has to give me in life.
I was ready to sacrifice my needs although it was killing me. But then I found out that he regularly watches porn and engages in sex talk with unknown girls on the internet.
I even caught him sex chatting with an old girl friend of his and they were even making plans to meet. I confronted him, he apologised and said he wanted to find out once if he can perform with any other girl. (I don’t believe him, it was a lame excuse, probably the best that he could come up with that I will believe). I was mad but still forgave him.
Things still did not improve between us and one day after all this drama we had a fight and he accidentally happened to say “you don’t know how difficult it is when it is your wife on the bed”. That was the day I decided to stop feeling sorry for myself.
After four years of fighting against the odds, I decided to take the plunge and logged in to a dating site and as if it was written on the stars, I found a guy in a similar situation with his wife. We both were honest to each other so we instantly hooked up.
Now it’s been almost two years I have an amazing and rocking sex life with this man and I don’t bring up the topic of sex with my husband. He is happy, I am happy. I feel content so we fight less and am able to focus on the good things in our marriage, we have a happy married life. This is my secret.
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PS: I am a good looking attractive girl who maintain herself well and knows to keep a man satisfied in bed so my husband has no reason to not be turned on..just saying)